Monday, November 21, 2011

Never stop falling...

I will always remember that day. The Christmas season is always a stressfull time, especially in retail. The long hours having been spent setting up plan-o-grams, sales stickers and holiday signage can be completely exhausting. Not to mention the fact that I was a newly single father of two and I had to make time to shop for Christmas presents. I was, to say the least, stressed.
What happens next? The exact answer to a prayer that was prayed not just a few days prior; I got the life change I was looking for. You came to me. You needed shoes, and now I know why you needed those shoes. You had to begin your walk with me. Not by accident, not by fate, but by the power of our loving heavenly Father who knew WE needed each other. I totally know after almost twelve years together (11 years of marriage) I needed you.
Love has been defined by many so-called experts as a feeling of falling and then being stable to never fall again. I fall in love with you many times throughout every year. I have a complete life since you married me. My remaining days on this earth will be filled with ways to make you the happiest woman on earth. Because you are worth it.
I know that the future will still have days that are better than others. I will still stress you out and I will get mad over something you say or do. We will argue. But arguing is good, especially when the person you argue with is WORTH arguing with. And you are SO worth it.
But above all that, you are worth all the best. You deserve to have a man who will give you all of him and never cease. I (again) promise you that I will love you for the rest of my life. I also promise that now and again, I will fall in love with you all over again. 11 years is a long time, but its just the tip of the iceberg.
Happy 11th Anniversary Tamara Kay Edwards. My love, my life, my all. You make me smile!